Bcs it's not the time.

How I wish to share,
Every sweet and sweat.

How I wish to listen,
To your every story daily.

How I wish to laugh,
To your jokes and lines.

How I wish to understand,
To your everyday errands.

How I wish to cry,
To your misery in any state of time.

But it's about time.
It's just..not the right time.


We'll together wait, for the right time.
Shall we?



*Finally, an entry after more than a year. Wohaa! Gladly password still in the pocket.

Letter to Future Farah,

Dear Future Farah,

I'm Farah from the past. How are you doing? I hope you're in the best of you. I don't really have reason writing this for you, I just that I have sudden urge to write.

Dear Future Farah,

Obviously I love you. I'm you, and you're me. Thus, I always hope the best for you. I hope you always realize and remember that everything comes from Allah. Every good or bad thing. Every what you love, and what you hate. Every what you're hoping for, and every what you're denying. Thus dear Future Farah, always go for Him. Always. I mean always. Don't you ever dare doing something, without even remember Him. Why? Because He is Allah, He is the one who created you. He is the one cares about you. He is the one who loves you, regardless whatever sin you've done. He always give you chance.

Dear Future Farah,

Don't ever feel despair in finding Him. Don't ever step away from His blessing. Whenever you find yourself stepping away, go to Him right away! Run! The best speed you can go, find Him. Go back to Him. Because the happiness you're in when you're far from Him, is never called happiness.

Dear Future Farah,
I'm sorry if me as your past, have made it difficult for you to repent. I'm sorry for all the faults I've done. But please, use the chance of repentance He gave.

tbc.

Watlek Wakpis

**phuuh phuhh tiup habuk

Bismillah. 

Terima kasih awak yang tolong tiup habuk kat blog kite haha. 

Alhamdulillah doing great.

Ramai tanya sibuk ke belajar Medik? Jawapan dia : Terpulanglah. Kalau study, then sibuk. Kalau tak study then tak sibuk. Tapi saya tak study pun, tapi tetap konon-konon sibuk haaaa. *jangan tiru*

6 weeks to end my year 1 in medical school. Pergh. Time why yu so fast? 

Alhamdulillah, masih survive. Not so bad. I'm enjoying my life so far. It just that I think I need to be more serious. Kuat main lagi ni. Tembak karang!

Alhamdulillah rumah takde la dekat sangat pun, cuma kalau macam dah exhausted sangat tu boleh la curi-curi balik. Tambang bas macam zaman sekolah dulu je pun.

How is UniSZA?

Hmm, okay lah. Macam tempat lain gak, ada baik ada buruk. Cuma terpulang atas diri masing-masing macam mana nak nampak yang buruk tu cantik. Kata nak hidup bahagia kannn. Kalau yang cantik pun asyik nampak buruk macam mana nak bahagiaaa.

So far, yeahh, I learnt lots of thing. Panjang kot kalau nak kongsi kat sini. Macam tak sempat je, sbb next 3 day EOM. Baru start study petang tadi. HAHAHAHAHAHA(jom gelak sama2. ) HAHAHAHAHAHA. Lepastu, tadi baru jumpa file lecture notes. Ingatkan tak banyak sangat nak kena baca. Rupanya.... sesak nafas mak.

Nahh . Just kidding. Masih macam dulu, study macam taknak study. Watlek watpis je. Result tunggang langgang macam biasa. Kejap lulus, kejap fail. Kejap B, kejap F. HAHAHAHAHAHA(ayuh gelak lagi!)HAHAHAHA. 

That's all for now. Jumpa lagi tahun depan haha.

Assalamualaikum :)

Farah Izzati Sambung Cerita

Assalamualaikum

        Pheww it has been few months since my last entry. I even took some times to sign in since I've forgot my password haha. I could tell that I lost my enthusiast in writing this few months back.

        So, what's up Farah Izzati?

        Next week I'm going to start my life as a student of Bachelor in Medicine and Surgery (MBBS) in UniSZA. For now, I can't tell much about the university, I haven't been there. Besides it is a new university and it's first batch of MBBS gonna grad this year. But so far as I surveyed from the websites, it gave me a good first impression.

       Talking about the program, at first I didn't think I could make it. I was at the edge of despair. My foundation result wasn't that good and I started giving up my one and only dream. Yes, that is worst. I didn't have any backup plans. All I had been aiming for was Medicine and never had any thought about others. It is my passion. So when I got the result for my second semester which is 3.52 it kind of freaking me out. My CGPA was 3.78 in which that time I felt sooo left behind. I don't think any medical school would accept me. I'm terrible! Besides, I haven't been chose for pre-medical program held by the Center for Foundation Studies of UiTM.

I felt absurd. All this while, I've been overconfident that I even didn't apply the RU's as if uitm gonna choose. I was wrong. Wrongly put the trust.

By the way, I don't know why I resisted applied for Medicine for the 2nd phase of UPU regardless of my not-so-bright result.


So, here I am.

MediSZA student to-be.

InshaAllah I'll share later how my life as MBBS UniSZA student since I there's no much sharing about it.
(*I've Googled and too little that helps.)

Farah Izzati

mahu makan nasi lauk sentap?

Read sujana's.

Mahu kicap? Hehe

Sujana, ajar saya untuk belajar. Sujana, ajar saya untuk terus mahu mencari. Sujana, ajar saya untuk sabar. Sujana, ajar saya untuk sayang. Sujana, ajar saya untuk ambil kisah. Sujana, ajar saya untuk jadi sweet.

Kadang-kadang, sujana ajar saya jadi selebet. Hahah.

Eh. Silap lah. Allah mahu ajar saya semua semua tu. Perantaranya Sujana. :)

Cantik, subhanallah sangat cantik Allah susun. Sangat cantik.

I love this gal. May Allah bless her and grant us Jannah.

:)

Lumba lari jom!

Harini kelas CTU, tema Islam Sains dan Teknologi. Membuatkan saya berfikir.

Adakah hidup ini tapak perlumbaan kemajuan teknologi dan sains?

Perlumbaan bangunan siapakah yang paling kukuh?
Perlumbaan bangunan manakah yang paling tinggi?
Perlumbaan teknologi yang paling maju?
Perlumbaan media yang paling menarik?
Perlumbaan gajet yang paling up-to-date?
Perlumbaan pembinaan mesin penambah malas manusia?

Apakah Islam juga menggalakkan perlumbaan ini? Apakah umat Islam harus berlumba membawa nama dalam kemajuan ini?

Tapi, kenapa tidak ilmu teknologi dan sains menjadi ilmu fardu ain? Kenapa fardhu kifayah sahaja jika? Bukankah kita mahu Islam maju seiring dengan negara-negara maju (lah sangat) lain?

Ahhh. Terus saya teringat kalam Syed Qutb dalam kitab beliau Petunjuk Sepanjang Jalan.

" Umat ini sekarang tidak punya kemampuan dan tidak perlu ia mempunyai kemampuan untuk mengemukakan kepada umat manusia keunggulan dan kejaguhannya di dalam lapangan 'ciptaan benda' yang membikin orang tunduk dan takut kepadanya dan memaksa umat manusia menerima pimpinannya berdasarkan faktor ini ; kerana kemajuan ala Eropah di lapangan ini telah terlalu jauh mendahuluinya dan memanglah tidak boleh diharapkan, dalam tempoh beberapa abad di hadapan, untuk mengatasi mereka di lapangan ini!

Yang demikian maka mestilah dicari suatu syarat kelayakan yang lain, iaitu syarat kelayakan yang tidak terdapat di dalam tamadun sekarang.

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Oleh kerana itulah maka mustahaklah ada suatu syarat kelayakan lain, bukan ciptaan sains dan penghasilan benda, dan sudah pastilah syarat kelayakan itu tidak lain daripada AKIDAH dan PROGRAM yang membolehkan manusia memelihara dan mengawal hasil ciptaan sains, dibawah pengawasan suatu konsep lain yang dapat memenuhi hajat fitrah seperti yang telah diperolehi oleh kemajuan sains itu, dan supaya akidah dan program itu menjelma di dalam sebuah perkumpulan manusia, iaitu sebuah masyarakat ISLAM. "

Tidak, bukan lah bererti Sains dan Teknologi ini harus dipandang enteng. Malah menjadi keperluan dalam kelansungan hidup. Tiada yang menafikan.

Cuma, harus jelas disini apa yang harus diutamakan.

Kerana tanpa sedar, masyarakat kita sebenarnya mem'fardu ain'kan usaha menuntut dua cabang ilmu ini dan jauh dari kesedaran ilmu fardu ain yang sebenar !

Lailailai~

Allahua'lam

muak

muak dengan ayat-ayat jiwang disebalik niqab

muak dengan ayat-ayat cinta dari batang tubuh seorang daie

ahh

muak

tolong cari isu dan pengisian lain.

sekian.