with the name of ALLAH the most gracious .
i wish and PRAY to be 
a cardiologist
a motivator
an ustazah ^^
 TV celebrity
politician
inventor
thinker
last but not least , and MOST HIGHLIGHTED 
a wife of the other half of me
and a mother of my lil caliphs 
and it comes in a package :-
 chef , doc in house , counselor , listener , shoulder to cry on ,
teacher , image consultant and etc . etc .
in sha ALLAH  :)
and i know this long long long long journey 
isn't as easy as seen
and there will be a lot lot lot load of tribulations and obstacles 
so i have to prepare for everthing .
and i have to be ready . from now .
if your respond is : alah! awalnya. lambat lagi kot . fikir la belajar-belajar dulu .
then my answer is : if set my target and goal for my life 20 years in future it doesn't
mean that i do ignore my study and my life 5 years in future or my SPM .
i have my vision and my target , and i'm clear of it . 
is that a problem ? of course not . instead , it will encourage me 
more and more and more 
because it reminds me everyday that 
i have FUTURE to deal with . :)
p/s : i'll sit for SPM TRIAL EXAMINATION on 28 AUGUST 2012 .
your sincere pray is appreciated . 
may i'll be among the muslim who prove the world that 
UMAT ISLAM SENTIASA BOLEH . ^^